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Name: Steven
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 9/6/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: guitar, poetry , reading, eating, norma jean, atreyu, the chariot, bane, american nightmare, give up the ghost, between the buried and me, silverstein, hxc, sxe, grindcore, phobia, the locust, the daughters, underoath, adair, pistolita, odd project, the killers, marilyn monroe, himsa, the black dahlia murder, terror, bleeding through, remembering never, unearth, the stranger's six, glass casket, bad religion, the beatles, the rolling stones, jimi hendrix, falling cycle, sealab 2021, the foods, the eukaryotics, psychobilly, tiger army, the nekromantix, horror pops, thyne scabbard, hardcore dancing
Expertise: i'm a poet, i love to read and write poetry, and i live to write music and poetry
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
1/23/2004
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| soooo, i've gone through a lot of changed since my last entries, not that anyone ever reads this really, only a few that come across it, i claimed edge sometime last year
being straight edge is great, it gives me a new outlook on life
happy thanksgiving everyone
i never write here, i do in my lj though
www.livejournal.com/~stevexedge619
www.myspace.com/xstevenx619
and the myspace, please dont add me if i dont know you though | | |
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~hey kids, havent posed in 4ever, talked to my crush finally which is the most important part of this entry, and straight to the point, here is a recent poem w/ an old work of art...
MIRRORS ON FIRE
the glares of the faceless ones blind me in despair, the synthetic screams of the voiceless ones deafen me in deceit, i watch my reflection slowly burn away in a mirror of lies, that everyone's eyes defy, the stars cant shine over the darkness of death, the fears bleed from the moon, another scream of agony is silenced by a bullet, their mouths are slammed shut by death, everyone takes their turn plaguing the air with brutal hate, until every last soul is left screaming and bleeding until they can no longer breath, it makes no difference, life is the same color as death, fear corrupts bravery, and slowly love bleeds into the shapes of hate, every last thought you want to burn, haunts your dreams for eternity...
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so heres another poem
romance with a tragic ending
i'm sitting here with a blade in my hand, the silence is ever so morbid, and my screams flood the room, you said you loved me, but i couldn't feel affection, just the cold blade against my throat, and within these words, i choked, both wrists bled so beautifully, isn't red the color of true love? burning the words you once said, haunting my dreams while i scream towards death, your beauty glows so radiantly, i could never compare, but then again, i never promised you a rose garden, tears soaking up the pages, is this where i'm supposed to say i love you too? your piercing eyes felt like the thorns of a rose, even beauty can kill, and i dare ask, "will you bleed with me once more?" this must be the end, eyeliner running down my face, and love bleeding through...
this is how i feel | | |
| - the shame...
hey everyone, hows it going? im ok, skewl started again, its going actually pretty good 4 me, i like my classes, i haver biology first block w/ dirksen, hes actually pretty kewl now, then i have algebra 1c with deluca, shes fuckin kewl, third block i have theatre 3 with hobbs, of course the hobbs is a god so i like that class, i've met a few new people, and 4th block i am a t.a. for ms.rand, the only teacher i knew who was available, but its all good, theres this really hot freshman in that class, o gawd, and im a junior, i feel like michael jackson, well livejournal is temporarily down so thats why i decided to update here, besides, i haven't updated here 4 like ever, how do i put this? i'm currently "seeing" sumone, were not going out though, we'll see where it goes, even though we might just end up being real good friends, but its all good, lets see, shows...
pistolita in june was great
pistolita in july was also great, they played with the stranger's six
the stranger's six's cd release show was also good, but it turns out aaron is straight, but oh well, there have to be sum hot str8 ones
hxc prom was awesum, lower definition rocked OUT! it was gr8, they were the best i thought, but there were 3 fights so everyone ended up getting kicked out
the most recent show i've been to was pistolita again, i only got to see them though, me, sherra and casie snuck in, their new songs rock, check them out on www.purevolume.com/pistolita or the website www.pistolita.com be a kewl kid and go yo their next show
as for me if you wanna get more recent updates check out my livejournal www.livejournal.com/users/thot_arsonist , woo hoo! heres sum pictures...
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v325/ThotArsonist/artwork/facelessness1.jpg">
this one hasn't been posted on my livejournal yet so you should feel special
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v325/ThotArsonist/pix%20of%20me/happy.jpg">
like OH EM GEE! yes i am actually smiling
<img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v325/ThotArsonist/pix%20of%20me/emo2.jpg">
hahaha, whut an emo skank!
well thats it, i'll post more later gangsters! peace!
long live the queen,
captain jack sparrow | | |
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hey kids, long time no post, i broke up w/ the asshole so heres a poem about how i feel...
BLACK CHERRY KISSES
we burn, we bleed, we cry, we die, you lie, i sigh, you fled, i bled, my head in my hands, foot prints in the sand, how could i have been so blind? a blade to my wrist is what you will find, your beauty would be so flawless, when you have a hole in your head and from it, you bleed, how i would love to find you dead on the floor, with smoke curling from a gun in my hand, and a bowl of black cherries on the floor, as the blood flowed down your face, i gave you one last kiss, a kiss of black cherries that poisons your heart and plagues you soul, i'd love to rip your heart out of your chest and watch it beat and bleed in my hand, and stab it just to show you how i felt, i loved you, but know i loathe you, you murdered me with romance, but i was resurrected by sweet revenge, i shot you in the head for every time i ever bled for you, you're so hopeless, but would it matter if you're already dead? before i pull this trigger, remember i loved you, but now i hate you so much, and with that, a romantic story with a tragic ending has bled red ink through all of the pages,, my face stained with tears has cried it's last tear of sorrow and agony for you, and my wrists scarred from cuts will nevermore bleed for you, those black cherry kisses have made you hopeless, so fucking hopeless, this time it's different, it's you who will bleed alone under the starlit sky, not even the roses would bleed a tear for you, because you're so worthless...
if you liked it, comment in my livejournal, later :) | | |
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